I began to look at my life in new ways – seeking to honor and accept all the challenges I faced.
There was a resurgence in our commitment to one another and in our desire to be together.
I took my responsibility for change seriously. I knew that I had to learn how to give in ways that I hadn’t before.
We talk about reconciliation and how things would need to be different. I realize that my children are worth fighting for.
Does she have any idea of what I was going through? Isn’t there some kind of honor code that women are supposed to adhere to? Or friends at least?
There is no way to explain the feeling one has when you discover your beloved partner has been lying and deceiving you for any period of time.
My thoughts were like a hurricane, reeling and robbing me from the joy of the moment.
I convinced myself that it was actually a complimentary incident and used it as evidence that the man I married really loved me.
Unfortunately, under all of the positive, there ran a constant current of sexual discourse that had been present since the beginning.